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Chappell Roan Reveals Severe Depression Diagnosis During Midwest Princess Tour
Roan, previously diagnosed with bipolar II disorder, didn’t think she had depression. Here’s why.
Chappell Roan says she’s been diagnosed with severe depression.
The singer-songwriter of “Good Luck, Babe!” and recent MTV VMA Best New Artist winner, Chappell Roan, shared with The Guardian that she is currently in therapy twice a week while on her Midwest Princess Tour. As of September 21, she’s performing in London, followed by a stop in Berlin on September 23, before returning to the U.S. for several concerts, starting with the All Things Go Festival in New York City on September 28.
“I visited a psychiatrist last week because I felt confused about my emotions,” Roan revealed in a profile published on Saturday.
“She diagnosed me with severe depression — which surprised me since I don’t feel sad,” she explained. “But I exhibit all the symptoms of someone who is severely depressed.”
Her symptoms include brain fog, forgetfulness, difficulty concentrating, and a lackluster perspective on life.
“I believe it’s due to the changes in my life,” she noted. “Everything I used to enjoy now feels complicated. For example, if I want to go thrifting, I need to arrange for security and mentally prepare for the fact that it won’t be a normal experience. Going to the park, doing Pilates, or yoga — I have to think about how to do these things safely, without the risk of being stalked or harassed.”
Later in the interview, she expressed, “Every time I walk through my front door, it just overwhelms me… I can’t help but start crying, feeling either angry at myself for choosing this path or mourning the loss of the curiosity and pure wonder I once had for the world.”